It seems that no one can know the Truth; one can only be the Truth. But in order to be the Truth, the person who seeks the truth needs to die. In fact, it is only the seeker that obscures the sought.
Everyone that you have ever met and will ever meet in any existence is actually you looking out through different eyes.
In one moment, all seeking dropped away and has never returned. From that moment on, I not only lost interest in reading, but in meditation as well.